| Location | Ashington |
| Age | 17 years |
| Date of Birth | 1977 |
| Date of Death | 12/1994 |
| Visitors | 995 since 12/03/2008 |
| Creator |
my wonderful son troy.
sadly died on 27th dec 1994 aged just 17yrs.
that day will haunt me forever troy,we had just celebrated a lovely christmas and you went to your nana's who lived next door,you adored her and your granda,especially as they spoilt you rotten! we had our tea with your nana and you went out with your mate to play football just outside the house, you collapsed and died there. you were'nt even ill.
my whole world ended that day,you were my only child and the loss was soul destroying.the inquest a few months later heard that you had a hidden heart defect. all the family were devasted.we used to argue a lot,and i think that was down to a clash of personalities,we could wind each other up without even trying to. but never underestimate how precious you were to me,and how much i loved you (and still do) i would give my life up in a second if you could have your life back,you should be here with me and the family who loves and misses you so very very much.i still have dark times when i feel i cant cope with losing you,but i have to overcome these unbearably sad days,you are never far from my thoughts and still can't listen to certain records without crying,and this is because so many things remind me of you. i will always love and miss you troy,but i know that when my time comes you will be there waiting for me,probably full of cheek! sleep well my son,god bless you.
your still heartbroken mam xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
30TH JULY 2009
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♥ I bottled up a bunch of hugs
To send them off to you,
Friendship hugs, hugs of love,
Even bear hugs too!
It's filled with the most special hugs,
Only the very best would do!
I hope that you'll remember this
Whenever you feel blue,
Because these special, bottled hugs
Should last the whole year through!♥
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WITH LOVE FROM JUDE. X X X
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Thought about you all alot recently and how much I wish you were still here with us, we had such happy times and i feel so privileged to be a part of our family, only wish you were all still here with us as its just not the same without you. I seek comfort every day knowing you are all together, no doubt winding each other up :) I know Sheeby will be taking care of Buster and Merlin aswell. Not a day goes by when i dont think about you and remember the precious times we had together. God bless you all. Samantha xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hi Troy, sorry I havent worte on here 4 a while, it doesnt mean I've forgot about you!! Hope you liked the daffodills that me and Connor put down for you..even tho connor kept snapping his!! well, Im going to go but will always be thinking about you :) love you lots, Toni xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Troy
Hey troy , i didnt really get to know you as when you were taking away from us i was just little but i have heard a lot of things about you and you sound like you were a great lad who liked football and supported man united boo gotta go r.i.p troy
No one knows
No one knows the heartache a mother feels inside,
No one knows the pain you feel when your precious son has died,
It may have been a while ago, but that does'nt mean its over.
because my son is on my mind, and will be forever and ever.
I'd love to see him one more time,and see his cheeky smile.
I'd love to hold him in my arms,if only for a while.
So to those of you who have a son,love him with all your heart,
because you see,you never know when you might have to part. love you so very much Troy. your still heartbroken mam. God bless xxx
you are all so very kind
can I just take the time to thank everyone who has lit candles for Troy, and also the lovely photos you have sent.
It means alot to me,knowing that strangers take the time. thanks again xxx
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Hi Troy, A hard day today for me. Well all of us really. Your beloved Nanna and best friend left us 7 years ago today and came to heaven to be with you her beloved grandson. I hope you are all happy together. Some days I find myself sitting thinking about what you are all doing in heaven. It makes the days that little bit easier. Are you, Granda and uncle Willie watchin the racing while nanna, aunty carol and aunty ann are cacckling on as usual. I really hope so :) I hope you and Sheena are looking after Buster making a fuss of him like he's used to. Knowing you Troy you probably are. Well I will sign off now, just wanted a few minutes to myself to talk to you and this site helps me open up a bit more. Wel Troy look after everyone for me. Tell Nanna I love and miss her everyday as I do with you all. Love you Troy, god bless until we meet again, Samantha xxx
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see.
If the sun should rise, and find your eyes,
Are filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry,
The way you did today.
While thinking of the many things, we didn’t get to say.
I know how much you loved me,
As much as I love you.
And every time you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
I hope you’ll understand,
An angel came and called my name and took me by the hand.
She said my place was ready, in heaven up above,
And that I’d have to leave behind, all those I dearly love.
I had so much to live for, so much that I should do,
It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.
I wish I could have said goodbye,
And kissed and seen you smile,
I wish I could have stayed with you even for a little while.
But then I had to realise, that this could never be,
Now emptiness, and memories,
Would take the place of me.
But when I walked through heavens gates,
I felt so much at home,
And then the lord looked down on me, from his golden throne.
He said, “this is for eternity, but I will promise you,
Although your life on earth has passed, here life starts anew”
“I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,
And since each days the same up here,
There’s no longing for the past”
My loved ones, please don’t grieve for me,
Coz I am truly free,
And I will wait for you to come and share my life with me.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don’t think we’re far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I’m right here in your heart
Hi Sock.. I could never understand why my dad called you that :) It seems like only yesterday when Uncle Ian banged on our door to tell us you had collapsed. I was so young but I can remember it so clearly. You were like the brother me and caley never had. I used to chase you and wind you up by hitting you on the head with the newspaper. All the happy times we had. Not a day goes by when I dont think of you, you were such a lovely lad would do anything for your family and you worshipped nanna winnie and granda johnny. Although they loved all their grandchildren dearly you were their ray of sunshine and I know you will all be together now laughing and jokin like we did when we were playing cards at nanas. Granda will be checking the horse racing results with you and nana will be telling you off for doing michael jackson impressions! Those who knew Troy will know what I mean by that. As a family who have through such a lot we get great comfort knowing you are all together in heaven. I love and miss you loads Troy, I always wonder what you would be like if you were still with us and wish with all my heart you were. The day we lost you we lost a bit of ourselves but you live on in all of us in our memories and our hearts. Hope your taking good care of nana and grandad, aunty carol, uncle willie, aunty ann and im sure sheena will be taking care of you like she always did. :) Troy, will you please take care of buster for me, mam, dad and caley. I'm sure uve already got him there and spoiling him but make sure he's ok for me we miss him so much too. Anyway until we meet again Sock love you and god bless you all xxx
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